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Com minhas bolinhas dentro da casinha delas, eu cheguei em casa, deitei e assim fiquei o resto do dia, levantei apenas para ir ao banheiro e depois tomar banho.

Fiquei assim por 4 dias, somente levantava para ir ao banheiro e tomar banho. A hora não passa, não tem o que você faça que a distraia. Foram dias bem difíceis.

Acredito que pelo fato de estar de repouso absoluto, tenha contribuído para minha ansiedade quadruplicar. Não conseguia pensar em outra coisa a não ser as minhas bolinhas que estavam no meu útero.

Já sonhava com seu enxoval, como seria o quarto, se seria 1, 2, 3 (OH MY GOD)!!! Ficava caçando sintomas, lendo todos os Blogs possíveis e inimagináveis, ler depoimentos de outras mulheres que passaram pela mesma situação que eu, qualquer coisa…

Na primeira semana eu sentia pontadas no baixo ventre, cólicas fracas… mas lendo a respeito, esses “sintomas” ocorriam por causa do remédio que estava tomando para dar suporte (Utrogestam).

Estava confiante, me sentindo mãe, falava todo momento com minha barriga, me cuidei, cuidei de verdade e segui a risca tudo o que o médico pediu que fizesse.

Deveria esperar 14 dias para fazer o exame de sangue. No sétimo dia após a transferência (D7) até um enjoo eu senti!!! Foi a melhor sensação da minha vida!!! Nosso sonho estava se realizando!!!

Só que as coisas começaram a mudar… na segunda feira (D8) todos aqueles sintomas que vinha sentindo na semana anterior, já não estavam aparecendo mais… as pontadas, as cólicas, o enjoo não veio mais…

Não queria desmoronar, mas aquela confiança dos primeiros dias estava se esvaindo, pouco a pouco.

Faltava uma semana pra fazer o exame beta, eu já chorava muito… e quando fui ao laboratório para tirar o sangue, nossa… parecia que estava indo a um funeral.

Quando peguei o exame e vi que era inferior, eu não consigo descrever o que senti… estive tão perto, mas tão longe ao mesmo tempo! Choro agora, só de lembrar… é uma ferida que fica aberta, muito sensível, difícil de lidar e tratar.

Às vezes me pego pensando o porquê de tudo isso acontecer comigo, com a gente… por que Deus em sua infinita misericórdia não olha por mim e me concede o milagre que tanto clamo?

Quer saber mais? Se identifica com algum ponto desse post? Comenta aqui em baixo…

A história continua…

35 respostas para “BETA ESPERA”

  1. Super me identifico com o que voce fala,meu marido e eu tbm sofremos muito em janeiro vamos fazer um acompanhamento pra ver se estou ovulando ou nao…. Obs: leio todos os seus posts.

  2. Faz um post sobre Sindrome do Ovario Polissistico (SPO) eu tenho essa sindrome.. Por isso nao conseguimos engravidar.

  3. 😭😭 tenha fé minha querida! Nosso tempo não igual o tempo de Deus! Quando seu milagre chegar vai ser maravilhoso… bjs

    1. OI Taninha…

      Obrigada pela torcida… creio que logo logo, pela graça de Deus.. receberei meu milagre..

  4. Leio tdos os seus post,Estou na torcida por vc Talita, imagino quão difícil está sendo pra vc, mais acredite o tempo de Deus não é o mesmo que o nosso! no momento certo vc terá sua vitória,

    1. oi Mari…

      Muito obrigada pela força… Tenho fé que logo logo Deus concederá nosso milagre..

      Beijinhos

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