POSITIVO? NEGATIVO?

Ficamos ali, os dois, sem respirar, olhando aquele teste, os segundos se tornaram horas…

Esse tempinho que tem que esperar pro teste começar a acontecer, como é terrível, parece que nunca acaba, como pode?!

Nesse momento, muitas coisas passaram na minha cabeça… e se der positivo? Como vai ser? Vamos contar pra todo mundo? Só pra família? Vamos esperar? Será que vai ser um só? Ou dois? Gente! Muita coisa!!!

O teste começou a trabalhar, o primeiro risquinho apareceu… mas… mais uma vez, nada do segundo!

De novo meu Deus!!! Mais um negativo pra conta.

Mais um luto, mais um sofrimento, mais um negativo, as respostas não vinham e acho que nunca virão.

Mandei o resultado pro doutor… como queria ter mandado um positivo, mas a única coisa que tinha nas mãos era aquele ridículo NEGATIVO!

O dia foi longo e triste. Nada fazia sentido pra gente. Tentei me manter firme, deixar os dias acontecerem, mas não é fácil!

Estávamos com uma viagem programada para o mês de novembro, minha mãe iria junto, quando achamos que dessa vez seria positivo, já tínhamos planos de como contaríamos pra ela lá em Natal/RN… os sonhos eram lindos, mas a realidade foi dura com a gente!

Passamos dias maravilhosos, o que me ajudou bastante a superar mais esse NÃO de Deus pra nós.

Quando retornamos, liguei pro Dr. e disse que não aguentaria mais uma transferência e que queria apagar 2017 da minha memória!

Ainda quero, posso dizer, com toda certeza do mundo, que 2017 foi o pior ano das nossas vidas!

Queria dar um tempo, investigar como estava minha endometriose, quem sabe fazer uma outra cirurgia, não sei… acho que queria virar a página, e em 2018 tentar outra vez.

Ele respeitou minha decisão.

Dias depois a psicóloga da Semear me ligou, conversamos bastante, foi muito bom… ela se colocou a disposição para quando eu precisasse conversar e desabafar. Fiquei feliz com essa atenção, me senti cuidada sabe…

Foi aí que comecei a procurar um bom médico que fosse especialista em endometriose. Tinha certeza que o que estava me atrapalhando era a endometriose.

A busca foi grande, Londrina, São Paulo e Maringá. Fiquei em Maringá mesmo, porque o acesso pra nós é muito melhor.

Consegui uma consulta em dezembro. Esperei ansiosamente por essa consulta!!!

Quer saber mais? Se identifica com algum ponto desse post? Comenta aqui em baixo…

A história continua…

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