CORAÇÃO CONTRITO

Escrito em 08/09/2017

“Hoje faz 5 dias que estou com os embriões e para meu desespero, não estou sentindo nada!

Sei que a vez anterior que fiz a FIV, em março, foi muito conturbada e por isso foi tão diferente, mas não sei o que pensar.

Tento disfarçar que está tudo bem, mas hoje não consegui e chorei, chorei por não conseguir saber o que está acontecendo comigo, chorei pela incerteza, pelo medo de mais uma vez me frustrar!

Entreguei nas mãos de Deus essa FIV e sei que Ele fará o melhor para mim, mas confesso que a teoria é bem mais fácil que a prática.

Estou tentando manter meus pensamentos positivos, mas não é fácil, as dúvidas batem à porta e me consomem!

Agora de manhã, ao fazer meu culto matinal, li que Deus está pronto a nos perdoar e transformar nosso coração, limpá-lo de toda a iniquidade e de toda a maldade e eu clamei a Deus que me ajude a abandonar os meus pensamentos maus, para me tornar digna de receber as Suas bênçãos.

Eu sei que a melhor coisa que tenho a fazer nesse momento é de verdade, descansar na promessa de que Cristo está preparando algo maravilhoso para mim e se não der certo mais uma vez, é porque Deus está me moldando para me tornar uma pessoa melhor, uma mãe melhor e assim estar mais preparada para educar e amar meus filhos.

Molda meu coração Pai, limpa minha alma para poder estar pura diante de Ti.

Me ajuda Senhor a andar em teus caminhos e fazer a Tua vontade. Dá-me forças para enfrentar o que for preciso! Cuida de mim, cuida do Hugo e das sementinhas que carrego, que se for da Tua vontade, elas ficarão comigo por um bom tempo!

AMÉM!”

Copiando o que escrevi nesse dia, pude perceber o quanto eu estava sofrendo, o quão angustiada estava. Quantas vezes passei por isso, quantas vezes senti essa dor silenciosa.

E fico imaginando, quantas mulheres também não passam por isso, caladas, muitas vezes nem com os próprios maridos conseguem conversar.

Saibam que esse canal está aberto a vocês, podem me chamar no Facebook, (página Talita Negri – Blog Esperar o Que?) ou no Instagram (@talitanegri), que estou sempre pronta a ouvi-las e ajudar no que for possível!

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